Dan thanks for sharing few parts of your life and the people who are goes through rough time they do know all the values of life and like you stated might become a robot at some point in that period (I might be leading to that position) but thanks for sharing the experience and as hard as it is to say life does makes realize who are near to us and who are not. 2018-2019 are the year for me that many things are changing for myself and making the best out of this situations in order to what needs to be done.