That gunnery is obviously in denial about the transgressions she committed herself and she can't accept that she was brainwashed and indoctrinated into service by the military. My uncle served in the first Gulf War, his tank broke down outside of Baghdad and he got exposed to chemical agents. What it was exactly the US government isn't saying all they said is that he's had some exposure and they diagnosed him with Gulf War Syndrome. Pretty much now he's schizophrenic and hears voices when he's not on his meds . The military is the biggest propaganda machine there is. They break you down and reprogram your mind in basic. I grew up in a military town, you see the difference in new recruits that they haven't dishonorably discharged from not following orders. It's a group think mob mentality in the military it takes away all individualism by design so you will follow orders like sheep.