Its better to be alone and heal than having company and hurt. I dont like being social if im in a slump, not only for me but in consideration of those that would have me dragging them down with my low energy. But on the contrary i have a few of those friends that have strong enough positive energy that i will want to be with them because they will lift me up by not letting my focus grow roots in my pain.
Yeah I don't really have any friends like that. Most of my friends don't want to, or don't know how to deal with depression and/or just being low. It makes them uncomfortable, and I understand. I have just gotten really good at enjoying my own company, and discovering myself and the things that I am good at. Steemit has really forced me out of my shell a bit, in that it really is a social network, funnily enough even more so than Facebook. You have to be more of your true self on here, the fake crap doesn't really work as well!
Lol oh boy so true. Starting from the bottom, ive posted truely deep meaningful parts of my life on here and even though i dont know anyone who will see it that makes it all the more liberating because i have detatched the emotional hurtle of anticipating judgement 'from people i know' to an open possibility with a positive intention. Let that do the work. If it were not for all my alone time i eould not have discovered the information i relay today, so a lack of friends destracting me gave me room to grow and i now know from that experience over time how to transfer than energy through my phone, wild! So the friends i do hold near can and will contact me through the phone to transfer energy and share our experiences. If you sit and think, thats remarkable. In that way, i feel a duty to be of service whenever available, to generate with love a wide spread distribution of self.
The best conversations I've had have always been with myself.
I have an etiquette problem and it's that the vast majority of society has decided that manners are no longer necessary. So to keep from going insane I've chosen to spend the last 6 years enjoying my own company, but to be honest, it's lonely as hell.
I agree that it's a lonely existence being alone, but man people kind of suck, haha. I can be kind of a negative nihilist so sorry for bringing down this post!!
I'm a Leo so I am super outgoing in person, I sing, I act, I perform, but the whole time I am dying a little on the inside and just want to go home. I was also bullied hardcore in grade/middle school and it just made me hate people, haha. Not to mention those assholes are still assholes!
Its better to be alone and heal than having company and hurt. I dont like being social if im in a slump, not only for me but in consideration of those that would have me dragging them down with my low energy. But on the contrary i have a few of those friends that have strong enough positive energy that i will want to be with them because they will lift me up by not letting my focus grow roots in my pain.
Yeah I don't really have any friends like that. Most of my friends don't want to, or don't know how to deal with depression and/or just being low. It makes them uncomfortable, and I understand. I have just gotten really good at enjoying my own company, and discovering myself and the things that I am good at. Steemit has really forced me out of my shell a bit, in that it really is a social network, funnily enough even more so than Facebook. You have to be more of your true self on here, the fake crap doesn't really work as well!
Lol oh boy so true. Starting from the bottom, ive posted truely deep meaningful parts of my life on here and even though i dont know anyone who will see it that makes it all the more liberating because i have detatched the emotional hurtle of anticipating judgement 'from people i know' to an open possibility with a positive intention. Let that do the work. If it were not for all my alone time i eould not have discovered the information i relay today, so a lack of friends destracting me gave me room to grow and i now know from that experience over time how to transfer than energy through my phone, wild! So the friends i do hold near can and will contact me through the phone to transfer energy and share our experiences. If you sit and think, thats remarkable. In that way, i feel a duty to be of service whenever available, to generate with love a wide spread distribution of self.
The best conversations I've had have always been with myself.
I have an etiquette problem and it's that the vast majority of society has decided that manners are no longer necessary. So to keep from going insane I've chosen to spend the last 6 years enjoying my own company, but to be honest, it's lonely as hell.
#steem-recluses-unite #i-need-friends #obviously
I agree that it's a lonely existence being alone, but man people kind of suck, haha. I can be kind of a negative nihilist so sorry for bringing down this post!!
Being a Capricorn, Im the same way. lol
I'm a Leo so I am super outgoing in person, I sing, I act, I perform, but the whole time I am dying a little on the inside and just want to go home. I was also bullied hardcore in grade/middle school and it just made me hate people, haha. Not to mention those assholes are still assholes!