I choose to be in control of the things around me,being in control doesn't mean controlling the experiences, but instead controlling the outcome of those experiences.

When I tell people that there is a big positivity in every nasty, crazy and hellish experience they face,they think I'm crazy. But if being crazy will give me the happiness I deserve, then NO PROBLEM! .

Every negative experiences I've had so far in life has taught me more lessons than the positive ones, the strength and resilience embedded in me today is as a result of the negative situations that have shaped my life. I strongly believe that without the storm, the rainbow will never be appreciated,afterall only the test of fire makes a strong steel. So I derive lessons, strength and wisdom from every events around me, accept what has already happened, develop a positive mentality toward such event thus stripping power from negativity.
No one has the spare key to my joy, no circumstances can dim my happiness.

I'm grateful for so many things....first and foremost, I'm grateful for the gift of life because when there is life,there is hope for better days ahead.., I'm grateful for the situations in life that have shaped me. I'm grateful for each new day because it's an opportunity to start all over again... I'm grateful for the ability to put smiles on people's face.... And most importantly I'm grateful for being me...

what am i Looking forward to?
I'm looking forward to better days ahead...days I will look back at these days and smile because I know I made it through although not without scratches.

A million thanks to Angel Simone.
To you, @shawmanawma, you are a source of inspiration!!