I remember those blanks in my brain. Years of staying away from Ectstacy and improving my diet helped my brain immensely. I never did as much E as you. Bill Romanowoski also speaks of how his brain has healed through nutrition after year of head bows in the NFL
Thank you for the advice and for the sentiment that inspired you to share it, but there's no need. For me, I have found that meditation and prolonged fasting is the best way to heal- and nutrition I have been working on for a while.. I will be there soon.
Keep it up!