I appreciate your support! In reality, I'm already doing so much better and yeah, one thing that I realised is how much I underestimated myself. I realised that a couple of weeks ago, so it was much easier to cope knowing that I am strong and resilient; especially having gone through the worst of depressions and come back. There's a Brazilian drag queen who has a song called Indestructible. The lyrics of that song say that everything will be fine, tears will dry, but the more pain I receive, the more I see myself as indestructible.

It's very that! When you stop trying to put things nito place, they will fit on their own. Maybe they never do, but your perception of living life in the present will make everything feel right. At the end of the day, we get to live life through our perceptions, so all we need to do is change our perspective on things.