"broken minds are monster factories"

Now this is perfect and I certainly believe that. This could be just another hallucination of me as well. The mind is powerful but it couldn't distinguish reality and fantasy that good lol. I made that work maybe 2 weeks ago, as I have not touched that yet cos I focused on other things first so not sure if it would emanate something?

I do have a black tourmaline crystal but I don't want to become "dependent" on them that I'll feel naked without them. I would like to strengthen my mind and face my fears alone. Besides I stopped believing in rosaries and other "holy" things. If there is indeed a creator, then I would like to connect with it "directly".