It sounds like you don’t fully relate to the people around you. Sometiems that’s just how it is, but if you desire people who understand you on a deeper level, insist on being yourself and you will eventually find them. It took me giving up everything in order to find a family, and it took me going off on my own once I found them to help them grow into the people they wanted to be. If you enjoy people just enjoy them though, no need to reject them because they are different from you, as long as you feel fulfilled. I think “they listen to me and take me seriously” is an essential point!