well don't make another mistake by being sad in your hotel room, go walk around the town and enjoy the art of Paris, in a somber mood you can take it all in and understand that the whole point of your mothr having you is so her DNA can live on in you and you need tio live and be hapy, youll regret it if you dont, call her when your walking arund, tell her about what you see or video chat with her while you walk around,