Very powerful post. I am glad that you could walk that path.

Go someplace, Do something. That is usually the message from spirit. Now, if they would you GPS coords or something, that might be helpful, ya think? :-p But, anyway, when you listen to the breeze and the land, they get you there, and once there you feel what to do.

I'm sorry I cannot help you with this fight. My battle is elsewhere. But, I send my blessing. And maybe a flock more. Be well