Girl, don't forget that you are amazing! I perfectly understand how you felt about college and the board exam and all that... estudyante blues as we call it in the old days. I have this mantra in my head for studies... "You don't have to like the subject, the teacher, heck you don't even have to like your classmates, you just have to pass it!" LOL Ahahahaha! That mantra got me through college and got my 2 degrees. I am glad you made it beyond the board exams despite the anxiety and the worrying. I'm pretty sure you have a lot to share regarding that episode of your life to the young dear ones in your family. Continue being a fighter... you will win at life!