PS I know you're a bit of a music buff and all, hence my observation:

At around 50-51 mins, there is a lyric mixed in from the song below. This has always been a powerful piece of music for me, the lyrics say more or less:

Death is a stranger to me, what can I do my life-force does not escape....May there be rest for my tormentor, my abuser....This fig-leaf of comfort/security that you are holding on to, hang it up.....give it away to the Tormenter, the Abuser.....give it to him and you will be free.