Hey, @thebigsweed.

I think at this point, that the best attitude to have. Keep doing what you're doing. I think the idea of having a journal for at least a part of your life for future generations is an awesome one, and I'm sure there will be plenty of others here who wished they had maybe done a little bit more about their lives and a little bit less about whatever it was they posted about. :)

re: right direction

Tuesday is the hardfork, but it will probably be at least a few weeks after that before we see the direction we're taking. One thing seems certain, STEEM is getting some press about this particular hardfork, so we might have more eyeballs watching things this time, for good or ill.