hey man, love your catch a whale website! Used it all the time before it went offline.

Sorry about what your going through right now. I've been dealing with the same stuff several months ago before steemfest started. It was hard for me to accept and it still partially is but for some reason life continues on.

If there is anything I can do for you or if you ever want to talk about it let me know. Would be happy with either. Hit me up on the steemit chat to let me know. Sending love your way!