You can say whatever you like under any of my posts. I am not agnostic and always interested in different opinions than mine, as then i can learn something new not just digest myself.

Yes it is strange, merely blink of an eye when you look from current perspective. In is a reversed exponential. Aging from 5 to 10 is twice the lifetime. And aging from 45 to 50 is merely a fraction. This might give the impression that things are not changing that fast anymore, hence gives a feeling of emptiness of some sort. Just a theory that came to my head after reading your comment. And thank you for your compliments :)