I know how it feels ... Beginning is always difficult, and I've felt the same here, But as long as you try everyday, then everything is possible and you will reach in any case beyond what you at the beginning were.

I make photography same way ... TRY every day and not stop ... try even if you know you will not get pictures for a week... but by the end of the second week you are happy because you were right ... that you must always have to try.