"The moment you commit and quit holding back, all sorts of unforeseen incidents, meetings and material assistance, will rise up to help you. The simple act of commitment is a powerful magnet for help."- Napoleon Hill.
Quit holding back; holding back will not get you where you need to be, it will just keep you on hold. The idea of moving ahead despite the shackles and difficulties that lay ahead is the true test of your scope of determination.
There are these unforeseen incidents that were created to make your journey eventful either positively or negatively. Too many people get discouraged too easily because of these unforeseen events they know are there but cannot see. The whole idea of it being "unforeseen" is that it shouldn't be seen to make an impact. There is a reason for everything under the sun and that includes the unforeseen(s)...
The simple act of commitment is indeed a powerful magnet for whatever help you will ever need to get from stage A to stage D.
Holding back will not make the struggle hold back. In fact, when you hold back on what you should set out to accomplish, you will just end up holding yourself down to fail.