I understand you. I tried to build a rig for myself (which is probably nothing compared to what your trying to build), and it took lots of youtube videos and lots of hours trying to figure things out. Researhing everything i could. Good thing there is the internet nowadayss. 😁
You are a smart person. The internet is the biggest library in history and people should start treating the internet as such instead of wasting their time on social media, youtube and porn.