Hi @Rebelmeow

Thanks for writing that! I get it, I do .. I do!
I have this constant issue. I go to war with my moods. Sometimes that's with me saying: 'oh ya! you gonna be cranky today and mess up my creative plans.. well I'll put your craky sad butt on display. How 'bout that!" Me talking to myself again. I do it a lot. :)
I just found at one point that I didn't need 'everyone' to like me, and that when I was myself, that some people got it. The ones that didn't.. they would never get me anyway, why do I want them reading me haha.