I admire you for everything that you have achieved. And I admire your bravery to come out. You are a strong person.

I won't pretend that I can help you because I can't. I am not in your skin. Nobody is except you.

Ignore me, yell at me, whatever, ... All I can say is - you are your own boss. You can't change others. You can only lead your life with your choices and your decisions. If this means Thailand then so be it. You are writing your own destiny.

Good luck!!!