It was scary! It just hit me one day that I was so unhappy because I was spending all day everyday doing something that made me feel dumb because I didn't quite get it or enjoy it. It is like the quote:

"Everybody is a genius, but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing it is stupid." - A. Einstein

Time for this fish to quit trying to climb a tree.

Cheers!
Lindee