Blog Post: 4/22/18 12:49AM
Just writing a blog post here right quick to explain a few things for my stream chat and stuff.
Haven't been streaming much the last 2 days (read: at all) because I've felt stressed and don't want to do anything at all besides talk to Freak all day and eat and sleep. I'll be ok, just doctor stuff on top of move/personal life being things I worry about, on top of just being easily triggerable in general has made me shy away a bit. Same thing happened last week, with a different catalyst, I'm just easily set off at the moment.
I just want to feel comfortable sometimes, and a lot of the time I don't, so my solution has been to just stop streaming a bit to recharge. I don't know how next month will go, as there will be A LOT of things going on that will stress me the fuck out, so just be prepared for random off-days here and there. I think I've earned some over the past year of nearly non-stop streaming, anyways.
No, I'm not "depressed", although most to most of my normie followers I probably am, or look like I am, but to me, it's nothing more than any other point in time, really.
I'll be attempting another long-AF stream next week, I think, to make up for it. 37 hours minimum? We'll see. Either way, I'll be trying to make up for it, so just let me breathe a bit and it'll be all good :D
That being said, Sunday Runday will happen as scheduled, I cannot go against the runday tradition.
I don't think you have to worry about "making up" for anything (other than contest points). Something like this was bound to happen eventually, I imagine most of your viewers are aware of that, except maybe a couple of the VERY low iq steem haters.
Just take it easy for a bit and accept there will be downtime until some of your emotional stressors are resolved. It happens to everyone, it's just most people aren't known for streaming 14h every day so there's a less obvious absence.
I really hope VQ doesn't bully me for sounding like a cuck just now.
Yeah I suppose, but point stuff is a big thing to factor in, so it'll be necessary regardless.
lol^
lmfao!
I won't call you a "cuck," but I sure as hell will call you shortsighted.
https://imgur.com/a/PbMkkNv
The buck > everything else.
Never worry about taking off days, you've absolutely more than deserved them (just let me know in advance so I can update the schedule accordingly :D )
You don't have to make up this highly inventive story about personal issues to explain away why you're abandoning stream.me; it's the new chatbox - it sucks. We all know it. I pretended that my dog had cancer to have an excuse not to use it. Dogriiu does NOT have cancer. We all hope and pray that the chat bugs are cleared up soon so that you can return to stream.me and do some hot and quick urns.
u rite tbh
Take all the time you need buddy, so you can come back stronger than ever! (to play twinsanity) loljk
i luv u keep up the good work
Why do the religious police in your country think it's OK to force schoolgirls - whose only crime is not wearing some stupidass head garments - into a burning building to be incinerated alive?
¯_(ツ)_/¯
Cool
Give me a break.
make me