Shit man, my story ended a little better, I borrowed around 0.5$, and my margin call was 0.35 initially, but selled my EOS, ETH and got it down to 0.21, but around 0.35$ I decided this is gonna tank bad, I don't want to lose everything, and closed the margin, after that I had a great night sleep. Maybe on the upswing I will try again but extremely carefully.