Your message of support and understanding made me happy. Apologies for taking so long to respond! Putting even just an inkling of the dark stuff on here is very difficult because of those rainbows. Positive is good to see but struggles also need to seen and heard just as much. Sorry to hear about the headaches...I had one very bad experience with Elavil...and everyone that mentions it seems to have something bad to say about it too. I can understand needing to try options to get relief...but it should honestly be taken off the market. Anyway...only took a few weeks for me to feel halfway grounded with just enough energy to start posting random stuff and working on projects again.

Edited to add definitely try the botox!