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RE: It's Astro-Logical -- practical advice for conscious living -- Issue #24
So, I've had this gnawing, nagging thing that I just know that I have to start on but it involves some heavy duty feelings and memories. Does this have a part in that? It's pretty much moved to the front burner anyway... I need to jettison most of the stuff that sits around my house. Much of it belongs to the guy I inherited from in 2009 (just a coincidence, I'm sure). It's time for it to be my place.
Trauma is a normal guest at my table. I lost two more friends this last week. It's part of the process of living to the end. Doesn't make it easy, just that I know it.
What you're describing here suggests something serious going on with Pluto in your horoscope. The duration and intensity are what give it away. (Like maybe an aspect to that Aries Moon?)
What I'm describing here in this post is more apt to be an "enlightening disagreement" -- a quarrel that suddenly shows you something you need to know and consider. It doesn't even have to be unpleasant -- just a real difference of opinion that winds up showing you something important -- and affects the decisions you make because of it. So while it may be influential overall it's kind of minor in the Grand Scheme of Things.
It may reveal something you've suspected for a long time -- but couldn't prove. (And now you can!!) Or it may push something you've tried to ignore into the spotlight -- so you have to admit what's what. Or it may clarify an opinion or belief -- to show you either you're spot on with it ... or it needs further adjustment.
Mer / Plu squares often reveal uncomfortable secrets ... or bring information you'd rather not know -- but can't avoid any longer. (As the Bob Seeger song says ---> Wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then. ) But it doesn't have to be earth-shattering.
In another week the Sun will square Pluto -- and that will really bring the message home in the two weeks or so following. You'll see how you and your partners need to change to accommodate this "new life direction" that is affecting you both. For now, just watch and observe -- and see what comes up relative to what I've described. We'll see more of the picture pretty soon.
Mercury aspects adjust your thinking -- often with new data to consider. Sun aspects adjust your self-image -- your sense of who you are, what you can do and what you want ... now. That's the one coming up in a bit.
I'm sorry to hear about the friends you lost lately. But I know what you mean. I'm watching people I knew and grew up with move on -- or realize on new levels that the time left is a lot shorter than the time lived. I've started consciously making the most of today myself. Every day.