In mindless repetition, we are prone and open to suggestion. A doctor is someone who has been fully indoctrinated. After we've repeated the same thing for 3-6 weeks, it becomes a habit unconsciously. We were designed and bred to follow. If you are feeling crazy like I have been the last few years consider this a sign you are opposing your programmed condition.

Consider how comfortable it was/is in the cave. The sunlight out here can be menacing. if you are alone. We need each other out here. More will come and it will be hard for them. We have to build a civilization outside the cave so when more join us, it will feel less crazy.