A girl with introspection disorder (Photos)

I think I'm taking something comfortable to show you the photos I take but honestly, I doubt that someone interests you and by the way, this is my blog, so I can do what I want, without offending anyone, of course.

I took these pictures playing with the lights in my window, I liked how I was wearing makeup and combing (that I made myself), I was a little embarrassed, I was afraid to try to take pictures with myself, because of strange insecurities.

I took only two and among those, this one, there were several things that didn't seem good at all, like seeing that the air conditioning in my room was shown but also, the light looked very beautiful, if I'm honest, this time I didn't edit none of the photos, the two photos I liked as they looked, taking that photo was almost a stroke of luck.

I didn't like the second one so much but there was something that appealed to me, so I put it on, I would like to take this paragraph to say that I feel insecure about my abilities, about myself, about what I can offer others, that people leave my life for my bad decisions, for my bad words, I have cried from the fear of being alone, I have not yet discovered how to stop feeling like I do not deserve the love of people, that I am enough, to have security in my as not to look for it in others. Someday, I'm still alive and that means that maybe I'll finally get it completely.

I hope with all my heart not to bore you, I know it was a bit short but this is what I sincerely feel I can give today.