Ouch.

To start with, let me tell you are my favourite steemian and the face that you are non whale in wallet but whale by heart gives me motivation. I do not know you since a long time so not sure of what makes you say that, but in the last months, all I have known is you are one of those valuable steemian that needs to be appreciated and looked at. You are awesome Spider, I know you know it too, in your heart :)