"The Power Within", original art. A Story Why God Does Not Give a Damn

The Power Within is a newbie for me in many different ways. First of all, I never painted a tattoo. But most of all- I never believed that you can grow jungle upside down from the sky, and make the killer whales jump at your will. Now I do.

The Power Within, oil on 60x48 inches canvas (153 x 122 cm)

The power dormant in us is beyond our wildest imagination. It comes from a place where mind is an obedient servant of something much bigger. We are wired to be powerful, to do miracles, to co-create this Universe in a beautiful synchronicity and Oneness.

You all know the story. We live on a planet of sleeping Buddhas. But that does not mean that our current, predominantly low-vibrating fear based frequencies manifesting to outside world as the havoc we live in, is some kind of Divine error.

We are all Masters Creators with unlimited powers at our disposal. The fact, that we reduce ourselves to play the meaningless ego games of hierarchy, money, wars, jobs, education, scarcity, all the “achieving” bullshit etc., is nothing but God playing with the infinite richness of Creation, in all its aspects. It is God experiencing herself, through you.

You know, the big divine Mama (or whatever you call something that cannot be reduced to a word), was bored out there, in the timeless endless perfectness of silence of pure awareness. So she Big Banged herself, and created time, space, and countless realities and dimensions AND- levels of awareness in infinite array of different life forms, to experience it from countless different angles. All containing the same Universal Truth, because all fractals are parts of the same Whole.

Yes you HAVE the Power of a Dragon inside you!

Make no mistake, big Mama has a mint sense of humor. If you just remembered how awesome and worry-free you are, what a Genius you are, what a miracle machine you're hardwired to be, you'd be laughing your ass off to tears. She invented the humor for God's sake! She also invented anal sex and the word “fuck”, so there's no need to judge or take anything personally. Cause Universe does not give a fuck! (forgive my vocabulary but I needed to emphasize this). Yes God does not give a FUCK! Why do you think a horrendous acts like child sacrifice could exist if God was biased in her definition of love?
It's a hard pill to swallow my fellow human, but duality is an illusion created for the fun of Big Mama. There is no Good or Bad beyond the concrete of our little minds.

View of my studio with "Power Within" on far wall. Seems so small compared to my really large pieces!

The underlying frequency of all creation is Love, period. Love is in everything, including murder of an innocent infant. I know that I am walking on thin ice here, straying into territory of one of the most intense human pains. I am fully aware that I am trying to explain something that only heart can understand with the language of mind- words.

If you ever touched that place of pure and boundless Divine Love at the core of your being, you know exactly what I am talking about. If you ever transcended the illusion of separation that was cast over your eyes as a gray veil, YOU KNOW! You know that God longed for pain to experience it. You know that the most favorite game of Big Mama is the experience of “unconsciousness” coming back to “consciousness”, to the realization of herself, her own Divine Beauty, through the game called “Evolution”.

Yes you have the Wisdom of an Elephant, the silent sage of Animal Kingdom.

You see, God wanted to forget who she is, so that she could experience the glory and Joy of coming back home, out of the illusion of separation, out of Maia, back to the nest of Universal Love of God Herself. Again and again and again. Through us, and all other life forms. We are God. We are the Big Divine Mother. We were never anything else than God because God is all there is. And yes, she has the best sense of humor!

We can create whole new world were jungle can grow from the sky, whales jump to play with us and we can travel to different dimensions to experience more of this crazy treasure called Creation. But for the starters, why don't we ditch the “Competition game”? Haven't we played it long enough to see that it's getting us nowhere closer to happy ending? Haven't we had enough of this “us against them” BS?

Almost done, signing soon. Always the best moment:)

The Cosmos is vast and life in it unfolds in infinite number of different ways. But the truth within each particle is the same for all.
One fine day, we will laugh at our seriousness, at the complex hierarchy nightmare we trapped ourselves in, and most of all- we will laugh at who we used to believe we are and what's our purpose here on this beautiful planet Gaia.

I might be a dreamer, but I know I'm not the only one.

Thank you for reading and for following me,

Much Love on your journeys,

Jan
@jankasparec

Amazing sunset today, at Amma's ashram in Kerala, a place of Peace, place of Love.