thank you for your comment @mgaft1 - as I said in my story, I am a misfit. You are not a misfit. You did what you were supposed to do - worked your ass off and got ahead - I wish I could have been more like you. I try to practice the Law of Correspondence: As above, so below - if one suffers, all suffer. For me, I can't just look at people who suffer, as living the consequences of their actions so too bad for them. I know people suffer from spiritual and mental dis-ease, as I have, and they make bad mistakes and sometimes they want to make a change, but they don't know how. At that moment, when they are ready to make a change, I might be able to be of some help to them. I just have to be in the right place at the right time. For that, I rely on the Creator - to guide me into such a situation.