Moth. My sketchbook artwork and lifestory
In your life there is a place for fear? Afraid you something for a long time? Were you able to overcome your fears?
Every human life consists of many fears. Well, if you fear is a strong word, let him replace the word "anxiety". So, in the life of every person a lot of anxiety from significant to very minor.
For me, this anxiety was moths.
All my life I felt a wonderful combination of disgust, fear and interest in these insects. Any appearance of this insect introduced me into a stupor and a desire to hide.
This spoiled my summer vacation, because these insects were often found in the evenings.
After some time, it came to the point that I could not see photos with moths. A wave of disgust passed through my hands and my whole body began to itch!))
Once I thought that my subconscious could go too far and I need to overcome my fear. At least try to do it.
In the midst of the season, when large moths flew into the light from the window, I decided to take a big and important step for the sake of my peace of mind.
At the time of the next insect appearance in my room, I did not leave it and did not call for help from my relatives, I decided to catch the moth on my own and let it out onto the street.
I decided on this for a very long time, then I closed my eyes and finally caught the moth in my hands. He was soft and cold. Hm...It was an unusual and even pleasant feeling.
I don’t know why, but I felt that he was afraid of this minute much more than me!
He fought in my arms and froze, the word was preparing for the worst.
Going to the window, I opened my palms and saw an insect in a completely different light.
He was handsome and shy.
There is no more for fear.