Not much to report, it was a day and it is now time for bed!
Walked Jerry 25 mins
Worked, bread in pan, rinse, repeat! Long tiring day but still slow AF!
Evening dog walk with Jerry took about 5 mins and again today he wants nothing to do with me! Taking every ounce of self control to not freak out today and that is putting me right back in the place of feeling depressed, is self depression a thing?
I wish I had fucking control over this mother fucking feeling that effects so many aspects of my god forsaken life! Fuck it I’ll go be a damn hermit at least then I cannot bother anyone with the things I seemingly cannot control 🤦♂️