Is STEEMIT just a waste of time?

TIME.

They say time is gold. It is very much precious so you never should waste it. You can never get back all the time wasted for doing things that shouldn't be done.

It' s already been days or a week since I have joined @steemit. It was my husband who actually introduce this site to me. At first I was really so excited to be a part of @steemit. There were lots of things on my mind. I was so happy because finally I can be able to share myself to the world.

But as I continue my journey and move my steps forward in @steemit, I started asking myself.

"Am I just wasting my precious time here?"

As both a teacher and a mother of 4, my time is very much limited. I have to wake up early to prepare myself and my kids to school. Then, I spend 8 hours facing my pupils and teaching them. I only have my 20-min breaktime for recess, an hour lunchbreak and 50-min vacant period. Those times are just intended for classroom preparation, lesson planning and checking pupils'works. When I go home, I still have to breastfeed my 8-month old baby and take care of the rest. I also have to check and supervise their homeworks. When all of my kids are asleep, that would be the time where I can write and plan my lessons for the next day. I would spend more time downloading videos to be used for my lessons so I tend to sleep very late every night. That is how my everyday life is.

So, as you can see I am such a busy bee.. But when my husband pursuade me in joining @steemit, I tried my very best to cope up, find time and make myself available to post and be connected in the site.

But now that I am already here, I'm having some doubts on myself. Questions like "Am I doing the right thing? Were my posts that bad?" keep on troubling my mind. I am doubting myself if it's still worthy of my time here. There are many whys in my mind right now.

Indeed, I am lost.

Yet, I still want to give it a shot. I still want to write. I wanted to share myself with the world. I wanted to grow as a writer, story teller and of course as a better me.

So, with this, all I wish for is a little inspiration, a hope that someday somehow I would feel the same excitement that I felt when I first joined @steemit.

Someday, somehow i would be as great as anyone here.

Because right now, even if i'm feeling a bit lost,
I still want to say that:

STEEMIT IS NEVER A WASTE OF TIME.

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