I have a dream. I have a dream to have a small hut beside a river. A beautiful river with a lot of greens around. I have a dream to grow my own food, to feel the joy of harvesting them. I have a dream to play around in a large ground with my son. I have a dream to wake up with bird’s charming. I have a dream to swim in natural water for long. I want to smell the mud. I have a dream to read a book quietly under the shade of a large tree….

I have so many dreams…..

Living in this city full of traffic, human and pollution are tiring. I never get to see much green around me. My son is growing up without knowing the sound of the bird’s charming. He just can play in the city playground or some kid’s zone with no real grass. I sometimes (okay, most of the time) feel upset and frustrated about our life. It feels like we are stuck here and no one can’t save us.

Our living is here in the capital city. It’s very difficult to find another way of living and earning in the places I dreamed to live. I don’t know how many years I need to gather the courage to left all of this ‘city life shit’ and can move on finally. Or is that even possible? I really don’t know.

I’m trying to get some fresh air in this polluted city, some green in this green less city. My eyes hurt to see all the fake grasses and flowers around. I feel like dying inside…

But I know I have to live to see those beautiful views, to breath in those open spaces. I’m waiting to jump in that life and I can listen to the ticking of the clock. It’s only a matter of time now…

All photos are captured by me from a nearby village of my HomeTown.

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