The freedom in submissive. reloaded

As a business woman, in my 'real' life, I have to make decisions every day, and take control when others won't.
The 'buck' stops with me.
I love my work, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I am my own boss.

When it comes to sex, I am quite the opposite, and love nothing more than giving up control. For me , it's a very liberating experience.
It's almost like a time to breathe. (and makes me feel very sexy, and very feminine).
This sensation is not only mine. Many of my gentleman clients have the same feelings.

Of course to really enjoy this position of the submissive, you have to be with a partner you trust - completely. Without trust there can never be a true feeling of the submissive role. Being a submissive is not the same as being abused or mistreated.
The complete opposite, in fact.

This trust is not just built up over night, but over a period of time. (I have been with my boyfriend for 5 years now).
This was a new role for me, sexually, and something I had never even thought about.

I had never really thought about sex at all, looking back. Period.

Only with this 'awakening' (I can't think of a better word to describe it), did I start to think about sex, explore my sexuality - and at the same time, become a much happier person within myself.

I have 'worked' as an escort, both on my own, and with my partner as a couple. We initially chose to pursue this lifestyle, as a fun sexy experience, not for financial reasons. (even the solo escort work, is part of our fantasies)
The financial side of it does play a part, nowadays - but the fun has never diminished.

This lifestyle is never worth doing just for the money, in my opinion. (although we know plenty of girls who do).

There is no need to be involved in the sex business of course, to have this kind of sexual relationship with your partner.
This was just our choice.

Even though I'm naturally submissive with my boyfriend, I am not so with others. (unless I'm under instruction from him, of course - I try to be a good girl for him - at all times. haha).

It is only with that depth of trust in someone, that can I give myself up. It is only with that depth of trust, I can feel free to be me!

It is interesting to note I really enjoy to play the dominatrix role (and do it very well! ) and I would estimate the 90% of the gentlemen I provide this service for, are all successful wealthy bosses/businessmen.
(And also for one extremely powerful woman. very yummy ).

I will try to write some posts of my/our experiences, not in an erotic way ( they are for us...), but to try and let people see into world many people are scared to look at - and get rid of stereotypes that are both negative, damaging - and simply -wrong.

All the erotica 'fiction' I will be writing, ARE drawn from real life experiences.

(including the one I am re- posting at the moment - Unexpected).

I hope you will enjoy reading my posts.

These images are not my own, screenshots taken google search.