I was trapped inside a body, with no help / I hope my fighting instincts will help me to keep going with Steemit !

I am starting to find myself sinking into a very depressed hole..
They say Trigeminal Neuralgia can be the worst pain felt by a human..
They call it a "suicide disease"..
I agree..

It was started out few days ago of nowhere..
A pain so bad that I had no clue what to do or how to subside it..
There was no pain medication, massage, balm, or anything to sooth it..
First I thought it was a migraine..

But it felt different..
One thing is to be bed ridden, this was worse..
It was never ending waves of pain..
I could not eat, sleep, drink or talk..

It felt like I was trapped inside a body, with no help..
It was a very dark corner..

One can easily forget how to get out when you feel that confided..
Worst is realizing how alone you are and that this is your prison..

It's hard to decribe to pain and despair one feels to someone
who has not experienced it..

Today the pain is really intense.. sharp, hot , stabbing pains to
the left side of my face..

Nothing to take to help even ease the pain..

The pain starts when I woke up in the morning and stops when
I fell asleep at night..

The episodes of pain are sometimes triggered by a soft touch, eating, drinking, shaving, or brushing teeth..

Even exposure to wind can cause an attack..
Symptoms include episodes of intense facial pain, similar to an electric shock, that last from a few seconds to several minutes or hours..

In some cases, it may be a more constant, aching, burning type of pain..
I hope my fighting instincts will help me to keep going..
With Steemit!

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