Dear Diary: My Father is Still Sick with a Flu and it is My Dialysis Today

I remember during my early years of being a dialysis patient. I was going in and out of the dialysis center alone by myself and using a public transportation as a means for travelling because I was like normal people as walking is never an issue and I can even walk great distances based on how anemic I was with much less speed if I am so anemic.

Then comes after about four years that I had an issue walking to the dialysis center as I had to walk many meters away before getting there so I get exhausted halfway with my heartbeat just working at overdrive unlike before. Weakness also is setting in as I cannot possibly go out on my own in and out of the dialysis center so I began to request for my father to bring me along and then he also waits for me too.

My father had already tirelessly brought me already to and fro dialysis centers for much many years now as far back as 14 years so he himself had become a martyr father in that instance because of his sacrifice for me. My hands are tied as I cannot do anything about, none of us do and we just dealt with it until now.

So it's just part of my worry when it comes to my father's health and well-being because he had to remain healthy so he can somewhat help me, in fact he eats healthy and cooks everyday with his leafy vegetables.

Now I think that my brother will be the one driving me to the dialysis center along with the help of my mother and of course I am thankful for it. Part of my prayer is that all of my family members remain healthy and strong like for my brother who had already had a stent procedure on his heart and on about $100 a month medicines. So he just overtaken me with a heart issue considering that I should be the one getting a heart ailment because of my condition.

Anyway, we just have to contend with these problems as with my problem on who will take me to the hospital and how but it always has some resolution and my brother will be the one taking me with my mother again as my companion. God helps us all.