Sure God will grant what ur heart wishes @cryptopie. I knw everything is not easy for u and ur family.but with God's mercy, u will get through this. May be u dont believe but honestly telling u that i am 1 with u in praying God for ur recovery and healing...
I feel how u feel because my mom with me, is a cancer patient undergoing chemotherapy, too.
Lastly, pls attend healing masses, if u can