Dear Diary: I Can't Wait For The Bitcoin Price To Get High Enough For My Purposes Before It Is too Late

I feel like time is running out for me although I cannot seem also to feel that I will die anytime. I might last from five to ten years or maybe I might die tomorrow for another reason. But waiting for a thing that is realtively so slow is just a pain in itself particularly for myself with my current condition.

But as soon as I am empowered by cryptos I would really pounce on that opportunity and use the gains for my self improvement medically.

I am just fed up with my current situation and I just want to improve my quality of life as well as my parent's quality of life by giving them a safe and comfortable living space so that after I am gone they will not be as hard-up financially.

But right now I am happy that we are at least not dependent to anyone or not getting some anxiety on how we can make ends meet particularly for my medical therapy which is proving to be so expensive and hard for me to endure.

So I thank God for this community of friends that had helped and are currently also enduring me with my shower of blog post everyday, well it is just because I have a mission to save some funds and it will not be possible if I won't post anything. Nonetheless I am happy with this situation as I cannot see anything outside this community that can help me much.

So this community is just heaven-sent for me and I will continue to loiter around until maybe I will not be able to do so as all things under the sun and beyond have an ending.

Meanwhile I am patiently waiting for BTC to rise and there are many reasons into why it would go up positively like what we can hear from the cryptocurrency news. So the only question is if I would be alive to witness it is only for God's will and may God wills it for me.

I know that it is just madness to want to live even with this condition of mine, maybe life is so precious for me because we all know that we cannot go back in time and life in this world is just once in a lifetime, nor reset button, no restart but you would just have to deal what is coming in your way.