My future is going to be a crazy cat lady

Waking up and going , You got this...you have no other options then to hold it down and stay strong.

Okay, I have an awesome apartment with all the bills and responsibilities that go with it (unplanned). Nice patio, vaulted ceilings, new car ....all on my own. Basically my life is a snowglobe and the Universe took it and flipped it over and shook it really hard then threw it off my balcony. So here I am having to reinvent my life again with the rug pulled out from under me and I can't tell if I am ruined or that this is the chance for me to go kick life in the ass and hold myself and others to higher standards. For a Millenial, am more fiscally responsible then the vast majority and am just trying to ride the waves of chaos to calmer shores. Those who operate from negative spaces are gonna wind up in negative places with negative faces (yes oh so poetic). So, while discord and an uncertain future plagues a lot of us maybe it's time to just wake up and see what is working and what isn't and then muster whatever strength you have to ignore the haters and energy vampires and realize that you define you not anybody else. This may be common knowledge to most of you but for me, it's just now hitting me like a ton of bricks. Over and over I kept pulling "The Tower" as my Tarot card of the day, an amount of times that was statistically improbable, but it was right and is coming to pass. The cool thing is that there are good people out there who do give a crap and even if I wind up alone as a crazy cat lady (allergic to cats so that's not going to happen)....maybe what I've needed all this time was to be shaken to my core to wake the hell up.