My story becomes an abnormal often ridiculed idiot

I was born with a million surprises. The behavior that I showed since childhood did often make many people shake their heads. Not a few of them feel disturbed and want to know me. They think I'm weird and not normal. Where's the weird location?

During elementary school, my friends often made fun of as "Idiots". I don't know why they call me that. I wonder. Until elementary school graduation, I still don't know. Until when I entered junior high school, I realized.

I am different. I'm unique. And yes, I'm really weird. That's because, at the beginning of the test into a well-known junior high school in my city, there is an IQ test which will be determined by anyone who can enter the acceleration class who will take the junior high school for 2 years provided that he has an IQ above 130. And I'm wrong one of the 15 children chosen to enter the class. At the initial session of the meeting with 14 other children, I was explained about what an acceleration class was devoted to children like me.

And from there I can conclude, I'm weird because I have an IQ that is above average. Said the teacher in charge of my class, me and other children like children with special needs, but above normal, not under it.

True indeed, we need special and different needs from normal children. It is not discrimination, but, if I am given the same needs as a normal child, then I will not be able to develop. For the matter of nature and behavior, yes, we do have a sense of humor that is very high and our behavior sometimes does something that normal people will not want to do, because they have shame, while we, ignorant, the most important thing we can laugh together with this abnormality.

We are happy because we are the same despite being ridiculed out there. All my seniors hate children. They feel competitive and always make our mental fall. But we don't stay silent, we try our best to show that we can do what they do, even more.

Not arrogant, but that's why we are guided by specific and appropriate learning so that the potentials such as intelligence and creativity in us can be developed as desired. In the end, our seniors accepted our presence as their comrades when they entered higher education. Finally, we can be more comfortable mixing with them. But still, we feel we are still in our own world with our silliness and weirdness, especially me. I just hope people who are more normal than me can understand my psychological state.

They must be thinking about the things that I can't do like this. Now, I am still alive with my abnormality. I prefer to be alone and tend to be quiet, maybe people say I'm anti-social.

I'm indeed more inclined to introverted nature, it's just that when there are some people who are close to me, they will see the other side of me that is nagging, caring, accommodating, humorous, etc. So, don't be prejudiced first, approach, and you will see the other side of an abnormal child like me. And for those of you who feel the same as myself, don't be afraid of being ridiculed, don't be afraid of being ridiculed, be yourself. Develop the potential you have, even though it's different from the others. Being different is cool and enjoyable. Show people that you are capable and worthy of being with them.

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Thank you for reading my story, hopefully inspiring and motivating.