This topic is very beautiful my brother @yagoub. All that I said I agree with him. There is wisdom that says leave the past and take only the lesson from him and forget him and live your life today happily and leave tomorrow to God Almighty. I hope that your things will be easy and that you will overcome all your obstacles.
I feel you and suffer. Be strong. This is life. I know you will overcome it. Because I trust you are strong. You will see your joy soon.