Oh Farwa! Your story is so heart-breaking. I can really not understand parents to act like these, especially not, when they raised their children in a western culture. What did they expect? That you change back to traditional bheving, which you only knew from inside your family, but not outside in your western life, school, work, friendships? I am so sad for all these arranged marriages.

I hope you can find to yourself back and have a good start with your baby - give yourself and the new life, the life YOU choose - a free one. I am deeply impressed by your story. God bless you and your kid.