Ohh no Ohh no.
It is a very sad personal story..
I feel so sorry for you for your feelings,for your hope.
You really deserve more than what you got.
But now you made it.You came to the land where your soul actually belong.So please start things from scratch.
I hope you will be having a good start with your baby.I will pray for you.
Following you.Resteeming your post.
God bless you and your baby. Take care..:)