Blue lady inspired by SCP-013

Blue Lady, blue lady come to me.
For we my dear lady have a love that shall never be.
Was it truly that first smoke that let me see?
Well whatever the case now I need you with me.
I miss the nights we've never shared.
I miss your smile I've never seen.
I'll miss you forever and let myself grow mean.
My dear the more I miss you I find myself crumbling.
Oh but we shall be together soon don't you see?
The barrel of this bittersweet gage shall set me free!
I leave this world hollow and empty, hoping the other side is where you will be.
I've thought it through it's what I need!
I'll take every chance for our love to be freed.
No more shall longful be what defines me!
As I put the barrel in my mouth I'm filled with glee!
Blue lady, blue lady one quick blast and I shall come to thee.