Right Now, At This Moment, What Do You Want Most? (comment below)

Right Now, At This Moment, What Do You Want Most?
Change

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Some Thoughts Going On In My Brain 💭 💭

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I've been thinking about going back to college. Especially if this "Power Of Steem Project" doesn't pan out. I want to go back just to escape this everlasting pause it feels like I've been in. The past year it has felt as if I've been stuck in the mud. I want to break free and start my life, on my own. And I'm not sure that's a possibility while being in the situation that I've been in.

For me, constant change is what motivates me. When I'm living the same life, doing the same things, in the same environment, day after day, my mind slowly drifts into this dark place of depression and it becomes very hard to escape.

I'm a very asocial person when I'm doing the same things, when I'm not pushed out of my element, but when I'm out in a new situation, I'm forced to be social and connect with other people. And I really like that version of me.

I don't need many things to be happy, but It also doesn't take many things to make me unhappy. While growing up, I had tons of friends. I felt as if I needed to be kind to every single person, a trait I still have today, but back in high school, I'd go out of my way to show my kindness. I lack that today.

I also don't judge people by first glance. We all are the same when it comes down to science. We are all human. So I don't treat anybody else differently, until they give me a reason too. On the other side of that, though, where I lack, is in forgiveness. I hold grudges, and I need to work on that. I'm all about loyalty, once you break that bond, it's hard for me to look at you the same...
There's to much hate in this world, and to me, that's scary. I feel my generation, and the generation after mine, are more accepting of everyone. I think the world is moving in a better direction.

I believe everything happens for a reason, and I also believe there's one big specific reason for why each of our souls are connected to our specific individual bodies, and it is our quest to life that life and figure it out. I'm open minded when it comes to life, religion and the spirit. I can't be definitive on something that can't be defined. Your beliefs are your beliefs, and nobody should tell you they are wrong.

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It's crazy how a specific song can come onto the radio, and change your whole day, for the better, or for the worse. Music is powerful.

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Have a great day people. ✌🏻

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