untimed freewrite to empty my head

It is so busy in my head it is filled with so many things, that nothing really gets done anymore, I like steemit so much because it is giving a chance to look from so many perspectives from what ever you are looking for, i hope people understand what i mean. And the thing is, it all interest me! i like listening to music, to how people present there selves, i like how people talk about religion, the gambling or counting what the coins will be worth tomorrow, witch sport will win what, i like all the contest how creative can you be at Papa-pepper i find the most funny things, people going out of their head to be the fastest one, or the most original. I would like to take part in all and each one of them. But i also love to talk about my life, not because it is or was so difficult, just because i am living it, like a kind of diary what i want to be read by others.
On this moment my life is stable and like always i am happy when i would be even more happy there must be two of me to carry the weight of happiness.
But around me there is so much going on, my work it really is like a soap, being friend as well as employee it is so disturbing to see a family doing so wrong to each other thinking they are doing good. I rather would not witness it, i may not interfeir the only thing i can do is listen to all and each one of them, i try to direct it a bit but only unnoticed otherwise it would not be taken friendly. I normally can close the door of work and be home, but now work stays in my head. We are changing my sons room, stripped it down painted it, and now it is ready for new laminat, all this in between work, the problems intern at work, housekeeping. It just get much while the only thing you reall y want to do, is write on steemit about whatever and else. Curious to the new daily pictures, from the color challenges from kalemandra, en the picture contest from Juliank and papa pepper, and if finally someone drunk a beer on craigcrytokings page to steem it of on the storys from mariannewest Do you like steemit they ask, No not at all..... :-)