DEPRESSION IN THOUGHTS

I went away, regretting my life and what I did to make him angry, look at me, see me , I made him turn away from being the good he was to what?

The heart, the source of life when fallen, could break the soul , it my fault, a situation u could have avoided , what have I done , look at the beasts of the earth smiling to the disgust of my mistake, the hynas smiling. A tempting and devastatimg way of beteayal of sense.
U have no option than to cry in my heart, and take my fault my way the problem I have.