Meditation on beer

Sitting at the bar
I sit at the bar
I order a beer
As I collect

My thoughts
-Don't kill yourself
-Keep to yourself
-Be kind
-Smile in mirrors only

He walks to the bathroom
Looks in the mirror
Smiles a bloodly smile
To himself
Says, "I love you"
Takes notice of the bathrooms numbers
Piss piss piss
Heads back to the bar
"May I have another?"