My muse, my shadow

My muse my shadow
you that have never left me fallow
all of a sudden i feel so shallow
for always wanting you all up in my marrow
without any hope for the morrow
and now i have to pretend
like i don't really care
if you are always there
to light up my fire
and now i feel so alone and lonely
freezing in the cold and only
as you have left me lowly.